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If you had stayed and lay a rug down on the soft still sand, maybe I would’ve told you. If you had held my hand, clasped it in yours so I could feel the warmth in your heart for me, I might’ve told you. But if you told me you loved me, I would have left in the night and never told you anything.
I like the fact that I will see you tomorrow
and that I don’t know exactly when
only that I will see you.
I don’t know how long I will see you
but I do know that I won’t be sad about it.
Most of all I know that I’ll be happy when I’m with you.
That’s what’s supposed to count,
I want to sleep with you,
we could bone each other or we could just sleep together in the most innocent definition of the phrase.
Either one would be quite nice I think.
You used to think you could reach up and change the stars in the skies.
That you could make constellations to find your soul and make everyone in the world happy.
But then you grew up and realised just how bad this once fairy tale world is.
How bad things happen to the best people and you can’t stop it.
You realised when you saw the scars on your first girlfriend’s wrists and she’d cried into your shoulder saying she was weak.
You realised when you saw your father hit your mother and she fell to the floor.
You realised when you found out you couldn’t take all this shit anymore.
Anonymous asked: Hell yeah she does aye
you make it sound like it’s a bad thing…
Anonymous asked: somebody has some fans ;)))
I’m really happy rn
Anonymous asked: Ok so since that anon was deep and personal I will be too. I know you in real life, we're friends but we used to be closer...I guess we got distracted talking about the less important stuff but on here it makes me feel closer to you, like we didn't break up or stop talking and I love it when I see your poems take off with notes, it makes me proud of you and all you've been through and done. I guess I just wanna say thanks for being there, for me, for everyone and thanks for being you, I miss you
holy crap, I have some clue as to who this might be but I’m not certain. If I’m right you are the best person ever and I am so lucky to have had you in my life. oh god you make me sound so good, thank you
Anonymous asked: I've been wanting to say this for awhile now...but your writing actually makes my day. It's part of my routine now, I go onto your blog in the morning and hope to god you've posted something, which you usually do but lately not as much and I know it's pretty selfish to say but I wish you'd post more. I love all of your pieces and especially the long newer ones because I feel as though I know you through your writing and it's lovely so please don't ever stop you make my day everyday.
oh my god, you just made my day! That’s the nicest thing anyone has said to me about my writing :) I know about the lessening of my posts recently and I’ll try to get on that. I’ve just had a lot on lately but seriously thank you for making my day amazing, thank you